i don’t know if it is because i’m a woman, or kid that grew up in the 90’s when it was all about this pseudo revolution of women who wanted to be treated with respect in terms of sex (what i mean is it seem back in those times that some women wanted to be seen as equals with men and then instead of being themselves pretend to be these women liked to watch football, loved blowjobs and did it with an internal grimace and sexist woman jokes) but i feel kinda wrong for thinking about having sex with this new girl i like. i mean i want to get to know her and all the things i do know just excite me and she feeds me intellectually. There is this part where i this desire really to fuck her brains out. now as i type this i see and think damn, but i can’t help the way i feel. i guess for me i see sex as kinda of a big deal, like it means something to let somone get that close to you. so to be honest, i’ve never really felt that way about anyone. i have found a lot of people sexy but never had this animalistic urge fuck her up the wall.

fuck, i am really weird